Becoming a BCBA is just the beginning
Let me tell you about a time where I was ruled by fear – the fear of failing the BCBA exam. It wasn't just about passing a test; it was about my entire sense of worth. When I failed the first time around, it’s difficult to put into words the sense of worthlessness I felt. I had tried the usual routes, applying behavior analytic principles: task analysis, study groups, and the works. But something was missing. The breakthrough came when I realized I needed to look deeper, to embrace a more holistic approach. In my second round of studying, that sense of worthlessness stirred something in me. I dissected my emotions like behaviors, dove into trauma-informed therapy, and confronted the ghosts of my past. I unearthed the driving forces behind my fear – childhood wounds, past traumas, and my current relationships. It wasn't linear. It was messy, years of probing, testing, and letting go of previous parts of myself. I learned the power of vulnerability and self-awareness, but more shockingly, I passed that second round.
A small part of me believed the letters 'BCBA' would magically fix everything. I imagined a balanced life with clarity, confidence, and mastery in my skill sets. But the truth is, the letters alone didn't change everything. They were a beginning, not an end. The real transformation happened when I integrated compassionate, non-traditional ABA principles, emotional regulation, and my own lived experience into the work that I do. That's the passionate transformation I want to offer you, a focus on professional development and self-care.
I know what it's like to feel trapped by fear, to desire a life where work isn't a burden, but a passion. My journey may be unique, but my struggles are universal. We all have barriers, but few have the courage to face them head-on, to learn the art of resilience. I've walked the path of making mistakes, confronting uncomfortable truths, and rebuilding myself from the ground up. Now, I wake up every day excited for my work, and confident in the work I do, a feeling I never thought was possible. I've learned to be my own best advocate and I feel alive.
Imagine a life where you're not just a BCBA, but a truly empowered clinician or therapist. A life where you conquer your fears, find your purpose, and practice what you love. That's the transformation I offer you through mentorship and coaching. It's not a quick fix; it's a journey, a deep dive into yourself. But the freedom, the fulfillment, the 'I love what I do' feeling is worth every step.